Emotion 10/19/2009
 
And so it comes again....

MELLOW. SENSITIVE. TEARS. PAIN.
 
Quick Update 10/15/2009
 
Blogging is not my forte, nor it is my cup of tea. I write when I feel like writing, but unfortunately I always succumb to laziness or inspirational-less self. I always have this syndrome. I start something enthusiastically and decide to drop the matter completely. No hesitation I should say. 

So what makes me think of writing today? now? Well, the most obvious reason is because I am bored and there isn't other things to do that is more time consuming than writing (what a positive remark!). And by writing I mean blogging. I do not have multiple diary accounts so here I am. I am no longer scratching my head because I have long since lost my train of thoughts. My spontaneous remarks usually stay in my head, they belong there and it's quite amusing how the complex brain processes the data into an almost humanely impossible information. I guess I am lost in my own mind. Retard.

The past couple of months I have been enjoying life quite well. Aside from the normal routine, I had a time off with my mom and sis. We went for a short holiday getaway in GuangXi, China. The trip itself was slightly forgettable but I am not complaining since it's always good to be away from work, to look at the other side of the world and witness whether their grass is greener there. For me, China is always exciting. I can't really say I love the people there, but culture and food wise, China is "almost paradise". More of it in my places page (hopefully it won't take long before I update there).

And, inventory count is over. Now I only have one more count scheduled in December. Meanwhile, I am good to rest and regenerate the much needed stamina and health. While doing that, I am now in KL for a 3 days digital workshop and in November, I'll be flying home. I need TLC almost desperately from my family. I guess I am getting slightly annoyed in taking care of my own self. Is that even possible?!

More planning to come:: holiday, annual leave, bonus, salary, food, clothes, shoes, bla bla bla. I guess I'll just update again some other time.
 
 
This happened to me about 2 nights ago.

I was walking toward my residential lobby and automatically digged through my bag to find the access card, this neighbour of mine actually pressed the open door button for me from the inside.
-> 1 POINT

As I walked in to the elevator, he pressed the open door button for me patiently.
-> 1 POINT

I said thank you and he smiled to me acknowingly.
-> 1 POINT

When we reached our floor, I hold the open door button for him and he said thank you.
-> 1 POINT

It was the first time I met him but courtesy should not be bounded by familiarity. Sometimes, a small gesture makes a whole load of a difference to someone's life.

I am proud to give him the Most Courteous Neighbour award of the year. Yes, he's only 10 years old max.
 
I wonder how adults are being "too adults" by not learning from small kids? I do understand not all kids are superbly nice, but well, if we could teach them about manners, why aren't we doing it ourselves? 

Honestly, a lot of my BAD times are caused by adults. Maybe again, I am being too adult for not able to let go/forgive/forget as easily as a kid. Hmmm...this life is confusing. Education is one thing that I should not have taken too seriously. blah blah blah.

There you go, Mr.Neighbour....you have the attitude to succeed in the future. Just, don't let anyone/anything "pollute" your mind. Good luck.
 
 
Characteristics of all four personality types can be found within each of us, but there is almost always one personality type that is dominant. We call this the major personality type.

The Personality Profile also identifies your minor or secondary personality type. You exhibit some aspects of this personality type, though not to the same degree as with your major type.
 
Builder, 24%:  Usually very popular. Deep attachment to home and family. Calm demeanor and low anxiety. Often consistent, loyal and protective.

Explorer, 30%:  Known for high energy, high creativity and spontaneity. Seeks novelty, risk and pleasure. Intellectually curious and not easily swayed by opinion.

Negotiator, 25%:  Excels at seeing the big picture, long-term planning and consensus building. An intuitive thinker who is flexible, verbal and socially skilled. Imaginative, empathetic and nurturing.

Director, 21%:  Daring, original, direct and inventive. A non-conformist. Skilled at abstract thinking and short-term planning. Often assertive and quite competitive. Tough-minded and efficient.
 
Oh No! 08/12/2009
 
Mom is not coming to Singapore T_T

She's down with typhus symptoms: headache, vomits...

Oh no...it must be tough on her...

RECUPERATE SOON mom! Rest well, eat meds...do whatever is necessary to boost back your body system

I look forward to meeting you in September...promise me we'll have double dose of fun / quality family time then
 
 
This is actually quite fun!
(answering the questions was not!) =P

So this is me exposed (only work attitude wise)....I think it's about 99.99% accurate...maybe? well, anyway...you be the judge ^^

If you are interested to find out more about your work profile for free, lemme know and I shall lead you to the web.

Putting in a lot of effort to meet the demands of work is not Ms Novita's preference. She does not like to rush around doing things and may feel demotivated if work constantly encroaches on her personal life. Although she does not like excessive work demands, Ms Novita may still be prepared to put in extra effort if it is on a short term basis.

Time is not a major priority for Ms Novita. She is probably often late for appointments and may keep people waiting. She sees deadlines as flexible and takes her time to do things. She is not time-conscious when planning or organizing activities. Ms Novita may feel stressed and demotivated when she is rushed, and may not deliver results on time.

Ms Novita initiates plans and ideas easily but may not persist with the tasks until completion. She is prepared to leave tasks unfinished; hence she may prefer short-term assignments as she is more likely to complete these tasks. She may lose interest and focus when working on long term assignments.

Ms Novita is able to produce work that is moderately high in quality but she may at times be careless.

Ms Novita is generally objective but may at times be emotional.

Ms Novita is selective in lending support to others. She often remains detached and unsympathetic. Ms Novita may not regard the welfare of another person as the most important aspect of their relationship. She is not likely to want to be involved in the problems of others unless necessary.

Ms Novita is friendly and outgoing when she is with friends although she may at times prefer to be quiet.

Ms Novita selectively forms strong bonds with people although these bonds may not be very deep.

Ms Novita is moderately serious about her responsibilities and selectively takes ownership of her work.

Ms Novita is moderately concerned with prestige, rank and reputation.

Ms Novita is at times able to engage people to accomplish her objectives.

Ms Novita's leadership qualities are moderate and she is sometimes able to get the support of people.

Ms Novita is as keen to explore abstract concepts when the topic appeals to her and she is as interested to discuss theoretical issues as the average person.

Being orderly, methodical and systematic, Ms Novita spends considerable time planning ahead and organizing activities. She ensures that programmes are scheduled properly and takes care to plan in detail. Formulating procedures and policies is her forte.

Ms Novita has a flair for words and is creative. She probably has multiple language ability and expresses herself very well. Not only is Ms Novita eloquent, she is probably also artistic and/or sporty. She is demonstrative and dramatic.

Ms Novita is generally able to tolerate some uncertainty although she would be uncomfortable if uncertainty or changes
increase.
 
 
The magic of relativity...hmmm...

The past 72 hours were good...no, I should say very good...I couldn't believe how time flew so fast!

As I was in the bus heading back to the tiny red dot, I got goosebumps reminiscing yet another memory to be hold dearly at my old age...holiday is always a nice getaway for me, but having to spend holiday with close friends is another treat I greedily want to splurge on again and again...I secretly wish that it would never end...

I hate goodbyes...but without goodbyes, would I be able to understand the meaning of hellos? honestly, not really

So, where have all the 72 hours gone to?.... I don't know

Aside from all the physical activities that we did (which I will write on my "Places" page later on)...I guess most parts of the 72 hours have not really "gone" anywhere...those hours stay with me...yeah, they are teasing me to have another holiday...

Thank you for a wonderful Malacca trip...there wasn't an awkward silence, it's just a moment of enjoying a comfortable silence where only good friends could do so ^^
 
 
Annyeong! (not that I am in Seoul) =P

Quite a pleasant surprise to hear me from Malacca, aren't you?

It's National Day holiday on Monday so "Phamily" decided on a short getaway in Malacca...we're staying in a comfie, cozy, long-missed, none other than Lam's crib! (kumabwo-yo) ^^

While waiting for the rest of "Phamily" members to arrive, am currently a temporary clerk for Integrated Merchants Sdn.Bhd...erghmm, not sure if I am allowed to disclose the name but oh well, it's a nice decent place with Alaska tucked just a step away *yahooooo*

Thing is, I have taken the place for granted and "grabbed" a cone of ice cream...I can't just have free desert, can I? hahahaha...frankly, I am not helping much but spending time leisurely while watching the big boss running here and there *nod nod* now I know how hard life is.. *grin*

Look forward for an awesome time later, tomorrow and the day after!!
 
 
Picture
Photo courtesy of Ng Chrong Meng
QiJing and myself participated in this free event in conjunction with Singapore Art Festival. It was quite some time ago but I only get to see the photos today (it's a norm for professional photographers to take ages before publishing their artwork since they have tonnes of projects to do, and editing the way professionals do take approximately 1000X longer than my usual "bo-chap" style).

So anyway, I looked bubbly aka chubby aka fat. ROFL.

The workshop is about expressions of feelings and emotions by the use of sounds, and therefore the title "noisily". We were not allowed to speak, but merely making funny voices. We were also taught to be in close contact with our body, how every movement creates different sounds, different emotions and different "touches". I found it rather embarassing at first because I wasn't very comfortable to act "silly" in front of strangers. But most of them are dancers themselves so they were real good. After a couple of attempts, we scored fine.

First up was solo performance. Everyone was given a standard basic movement to improve on. The piece was simple, but not easy. There were moments of laughters...but everyone did well.

Second up was team performance. We were divided into groups of three. The choreographer then delegated some simple task i.e. (1) Everyone has to touch each other, (2) Everyone has to remain on their place, but make noises...etc etc. This part was the most entertaining of all. I have somehow made peace with my ego and performed quite comfortably.

Third up was a "merger" performance. My team and QiJing's came together to perform another piece, which is the collaboration of both pieces that we did on second task. It was fun.

Thank you for such an amazing experience!!
 
 

Sleep deprived...I need motivation ((zzzzzz))

I slept at almost 4am earlier this morning. With only 3.5 hour of sleep, I am now a zombie with messy hairstyle wandering around the office lifelessly. Should I just take an early off? I think that's an obvious solution to my current situation. I thought I have spent at least 4 to 5 hours in the office but heck, it's not even 11am T_T

Motivation...determination...where are thou?

Exciting things to come:

- Melaka trip during Singapore National Day holiday. We're heading to ARENA yow! But well, it's 2 weeks to go >.<;; If I barely survive few hours of work, how could I survive 'til the following weekend? Ommo...gotta figure that out real quick. But again, now that I am done with "Shining Inheritance", I guess I won't be putting that extra hours deligently staring at my laptop(?) Let's hope so....until I find my next drama. ㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ

- Family coming to Singapore on Indonesia National Day Holiday. They will be here from 14th - 19th August before heading back to celebrate my dad's birthday on the 20th. Owh salary...come to me juseyo. I've presented my dad with a couple perfume during my mom's birthday but I guess giving dad another one would be a pleasant surprise. Don't you think so? Now, what would it be? Hmmm...a mont blanc pen? an electric shaver? Vertu is definitely out of question LOL. My dad has been eyeing this Vertu Ferrari edition but I still have shallow pocket as of now. On the side, I want Iphone!!! Now you know what to get me for my birthday *muahahahahha*

- China trip scheduled on 19th September! It's still a long way to go but I am excited can? This will be my second trip with mom after Taiwan last year. Sis and bro Yohan will come along too ^^ Can't wait! I am counting the seconds, minutes, hours, days, weeks *hehehe*

- If you take note of IM$avvy icons on top of this page, it's new! Not that I am particularly interested on my CPF, investment, retirement etc...I put in on since they are having a contest. Something like, paste the icons onto your website/blog and stand a chance to win a pair of TGV movie vouchers. Got nothing to lose, right? And YAY! I won a pair...how amazing is that? Not that it's an expensive item whatsoever, but the winners are chosen randomly through a lucky draw method which means, I am LUCKY!! *something to be thankful about*

- Super Junior's Yesung and Kibum birthday project by sj-world.net =D Can't believe I am putting this here but well, I sure am excited \\(^.^)//

Not so exciting things:

- Work
- Work
- Work
- Work
- Work

and...do I need to say more?

- WORK